You are not an outcast! What thease poeple think, say and due in just a few months will not matter. College is just ahead, go do not wait! Stay home and attend every class, study hard and get your degree. That boy you are seeing will be down the road before you know it, yes your heart will be broken, but that to will heal. The man of your dreams is just ahead! Encouridge you little sister, she will need the support. Tell your mother and grandmother you love them every chance you get, they will not be here for long. Do not move to Vegas! Stay in that little town you know and love it's safe there!